You have to NOT WANT in order NOT TO CARE...

Love what you give more than what you recieve...

I am not saying DO NOT BE AFRAID.
Be afraid.
Everyone is afraid.
Scared shyatless in fact.
I am simply saying.
DON'T LET FEAR STOP YOU.

The Artist Date that was Myopic

It all makes sense really
sound
picked up by the apparatus that is our ears
vibration, pitch, tone
like pulse, smooth, soft, and quick
there is an urge to simulate
riding the waves as they bounce of the space heater
there is an urge to ascend to the gods you are blowing
and then sink on the downbeat
there is beauty in all those things that are rough and scratch at the most sensitive parts of the self
myself
yourself
himself
and nonsense
it can be really, really, good
even when your legs are closed
and your chest has reached the highs of the note you never thought that golden piece of metal
could make
out
can we
make out what instigates the quickening of my pacemaker
the moistening
and leg shaker
he is beautiful too
and i want that to be enough
but it is not
yet
maybe tomorrow we will bury the cat
(2/11/03)

Sometimes we have to believe people are, who they say they are, even if they might be lying...
(2/5/03)

Sometimes words are the only action we can afford to take...
(2/5/03)

you are ready to take on the world...really...
(2/13/03)

it's interesting the turn of events
makes me wonder where the road began
makes me wonder where and if it will end
makes me wonder what their is to virtue
makes me wonder why i tried so desperately not to hurt you
but what about me
what about me?
what about me?
(2/11/03)

friendship is about how you communicate, not who does what for whom...
(10/14/02)